So, another one of my family members has cancer. First it was my Dad and this time it's my cousin. Unlike my father though, my cousin has a plum-sized brain tumor. It was removed sucessfully, but we're all waiting to hear if it's an agressive cancer or just a benign tumor. So that's two family members on the same side of my family with cancer and that can't be a good sign. I'm going to have to keep an eye on my own health and hope that I'm not likely to follow this vein.

If you were to take an egg (a raw one) and throw it into a wall, that would be me right about now. Despite working on Java for a week solid and staying up to all hours to try and find all my errors, it still wouldn't compile and I failed the assignment. I hate life. I don't hate life in an Emo 'woe is me' kind of way, I just hate the fact that I have to struggle through another semester of this programming class when I doubt I will ever actually need it in my career. I understand where they're coming from in thinking that I might need it, but I'm not going to be a programmer. I want to be a designer, an artist, a writer, a storyboard/preproduction kind of girl. THE OTHER SIDE OF MY BRAIN IS NOT FUNCTIONAL! We figured this out when I could barely pass high school pre calculus!
Christ on a cracker...
If I don't pass this damn Java class, I'm going to be stuck and I really don't want my graduation pushed back because of this.
Anyway, rant over. I want to thank the three people who have been following the Society's progress so far. I really wish that number was bigger considering how many people I have on my f*ing watch list, but I do want to thank those three.
Hoorah for ya'll.
Sometimes I think that anything other than fan art on this site isn't really given more than a glance, if that. I love devi, but I might start searching for a new place to host my work. I need more positive and constructive feedback to help strengthen my work. I really do appreciate those of you who stop by to leave me comments and criticism, please continue to do as you do, for me and any other artist. It's how we grow.

I should just leave this blank, then it would look like my mind right about now. I'm in the midst of trying to balance two report heavy classes, one fiction writing class, a programming class with oodles of homework, and my super giant final project of awesome comicbookness (not to mention work). If I'm not dead by the end of this semester, I'm going to wish that I was. This is just the beginning and I'm well aware that it's going to get much, much worse.
Anyway, I'll probably be flooding my devi page with the Society over the next couple of months because I don't have time to draw much of anything else. I'm really hoping that all of you enjoy the comic as much as I've enjoyed coming up with it, but this site is ruled by fanwork and my new stuff might get lost. Eventually, I'd really like to build them their own site that will be their base while I post regular work here. Right now though, I don't have enough time to sleep or eat so that might be a long time coming.
Now, I have a story bouncing around my head that I have to go write. Hopefully I can use it for my CW class...