- Mood:
Alienated - Listening to: The water feature in the pool outside
- Reading: Over my paper
- Watching: QaF
- Playing: By myself
- Eating: I don't remember
- Drinking: Apple Juice
If you were to take an egg (a raw one) and throw it into a wall, that would be me right about now. Despite working on Java for a week solid and staying up to all hours to try and find all my errors, it still wouldn't compile and I failed the assignment. I hate life. I don't hate life in an Emo 'woe is me' kind of way, I just hate the fact that I have to struggle through another semester of this programming class when I doubt I will ever actually need it in my career. I understand where they're coming from in thinking that I might need it, but I'm not going to be a programmer. I want to be a designer, an artist, a writer, a storyboard/preproduction kind of girl. THE OTHER SIDE OF MY BRAIN IS NOT FUNCTIONAL! We figured this out when I could barely pass high school pre calculus!
Christ on a cracker...
If I don't pass this damn Java class, I'm going to be stuck and I really don't want my graduation pushed back because of this.
Anyway, rant over. I want to thank the three people who have been following the Society's progress so far. I really wish that number was bigger considering how many people I have on my f*ing watch list, but I do want to thank those three.
Hoorah for ya'll.
Sometimes I think that anything other than fan art on this site isn't really given more than a glance, if that. I love devi, but I might start searching for a new place to host my work. I need more positive and constructive feedback to help strengthen my work. I really do appreciate those of you who stop by to leave me comments and criticism, please continue to do as you do, for me and any other artist. It's how we grow.