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Thu Feb 12, 2009, 11:38 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: The water feature in the pool outside
  • Reading: Over my paper
  • Watching: QaF
  • Playing: By myself
  • Eating: I don't remember
  • Drinking: Apple Juice
If you were to take an egg (a raw one) and throw it into a wall, that would be me right about now. Despite working on Java for a week solid and staying up to all hours to try and find all my errors, it still wouldn't compile and I failed the assignment. I hate life. I don't hate life in an Emo 'woe is me' kind of way, I just hate the fact that I have to struggle through another semester of this programming class when I doubt I will ever actually need it in my career. I understand where they're coming from in thinking that I might need it, but I'm not going to be a programmer. I want to be a designer, an artist, a writer, a storyboard/preproduction kind of girl. THE OTHER SIDE OF MY BRAIN IS NOT FUNCTIONAL! We figured this out when I could barely pass high school pre calculus!
Christ on a cracker...
If I don't pass this damn Java class, I'm going to be stuck and I really don't want my graduation pushed back because of this.
Anyway, rant over. I want to thank the three people who have been following the Society's progress so far. I really wish that number was bigger considering how many people I have on my f*ing watch list, but I do want to thank those three.
Hoorah for ya'll.
Sometimes I think that anything other than fan art on this site isn't really given more than a glance, if that. I love devi, but I might start searching for a new place to host my work. I need more positive and constructive feedback to help strengthen my work. I really do appreciate those of you who stop by to leave me comments and criticism, please continue to do as you do, for me and any other artist. It's how we grow.

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:iconnosayhara:
Thanks goodness I like maths and science :lol:
Nah... you'll be alright... just grin and bear it I suppose

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:icontresmaxwell:
I'm going to fail...

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:iconnosayhara:
:iconohnoseplz:

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:icontresmaxwell:
I still have ten more assignments to do, but this one was supposed to be the easiest one.

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:iconsharkbyte3827:
I feel your pain for java programmin XP. I'm taking C++ this year and will need to pass it if I'm going to graduate. I still don't understand WHY we have to take it, Damn it Jim Imma Artist not a Programmer!

Your Society story looks great, I'm sorry I haven't left any comment on any of them. They look like you're off to a good start.

If you want some real feedback on that I recommend going to Conceptart.org. I just started going there with my work and already recieved some feedback.
:iconlessasenshi:
I think you can survive. It's not as hard as you think. Just think of graduating -that's pretty exciting. And really...graduating isn't all it's cracked up to be...
Trust me...I've been out 2 months now and I can't say it's that awesome.
GOOD LUCK AND I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!
:iconsnickerdoodlefairy:
You need a hug. :hug: Try not to stress too much. I'll be sending you good vibes.

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:icontresmaxwell:
Yay, vibes.

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:icontresmaxwell:
Thanks. It's plenty difficult though, I'm just trying to live through it.

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